Merlin was good. Morgana's developing balls, which is odd since she's a chick. Merlin and Arthur, fuck already.

Sunday we went to the Christmas thing at the home. It was ok. I went on Guitar Hero On Tour and the first song I played was All The Small Things! Now it's stuck in my head. Damnit.

After that, finished the extra Resident Evil chapters (where the fuck is the minigame?) and watched Life. Sea animals are so clever and perdy.

Today was ok. The man came to do the kitchen floor so that's sorted.

Later went to dentist, which was eh. It took about 45 minutes just to get in! Bah. So I took their Reader's Digest. Woo free Doctor! Oddly, I can talk sooner then I could last time. Stupid girl put Dec on the card instead of Jan. Div. after that, I went to get some shopping. Yay for Pepsi and the Madagascar Christmas thing and... stuff.

Christmas fic post is 'full' but I'll except two more additions for later comers. I'll finish the fic I'm on now, then These Photographs and then start on them.

Well, after being on Zelda which should come soon.

Speaking of fic, anyone wanna do some for me? Peas?

Onto eating cheap sushi, then ficcing and tv.

I'm looking for this fic where Ryan was getting fed up with Brendon always acting like a kid, and touching him on stage, etc. So he decides to 'teach him a lesson', and he rapes Bren in his bunk. Ryan wanted him to be like, completely still and not make any noises at all. And he didn't until the end when he shook because he had been crying. And I remember the author saying something about maybe making a version from Brendon's point of view? Can anyone link me to this fic if you know it please? And also the Brendon POV one too if it exists?

Title: Once More (With Feeling)
Author: ivesia19
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Spencer/Jon (heavy side Brendon/Ryan and tiny Pete/Mikey)
POV: 3rd limited (Spencer)
Summary: Karaoke bar AU Or the one where Spencer doesn’t get serenaded – I promise.
Disclaimer: AU. Fiction. False. Fabrication. Other “f” words.
Author Notes: Written for the joncerjumpstart and especially for silver_etoile, who makes Joncer what it is for me. ♥

Once More (With Feeling)

Title Fated
Author: deadoralive0013
Pairing: Ryden
Rating: PG13
POV: 3rd
Summary: Ryan has a gift. He's able to see the future only, he couldn't control when. As he worked as a fortune teller, he made up lies to tell people, not really expecting to get a real vision. But one night, he met an annoying young businessman and Ryan's world will never be the same again. Not even the one who saw can fight fate itself.

Excerpt for this chapter:

“Thanks,” Ryan muttered.

“Don’t mention it,” Brendon answered with a smile.

“But you’re dead after this. Fuck, you are so dead,” Ryan added.

Warnings: a product of a sudden inspiration surge, might be confusing at parts
Beta: Chai phoenix_vixen
Disclaimer: I own the plot but nothing else...
Note: At the end of the chapter

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Title: Love Me For A Reason, Let The Reason Be Love
Author: Sam timetodance0110
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
POV: Ryan's
Summary: I know there’s a chance that our family or friends might read this. It isn’t like the people we know don't buy this magazine. If they read this and think that I’ve written it, they shouldn’t bother asking me about it. I won’t admit it anyway. I use names, maybe they’re real, maybe they’re not. Maybe this will freak you out, maybe you’ll hate me, maybe you won’t. Either way, here’s my story.
Here's Ryan's story about the relationship between him and his brother, Brendon.
Disclaimer: This never happened, and I don't own them.
Beta: my friend Priscilla, who doesn't have an account on LJ.
Author Notes: I really dislike the final 3 chapters of this fic, but I hope you like it =P

My other fics

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6

Title: I Don't See Why He Moves Me
Chapter: 8/?
Rating: M
Pairing: Gabe Saporta/William Beckett, Alex Gaskarth/Jack Barakat, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie, Alex Suarez/Nate Nova Cassadee Pope/Hayley Williams
Summary: William Beckett is a shy, quiet, reserved, academically perfect student. Gabe Saporta is a screw off Senior who is one performing arts credit away from not graduating. When Gabe is faced with the decision to repeat his senior year or participate in the school play, he opts for the play, not intending to snag a lead role in the production of Jesus Christ, Superstar. What surprises him even more than his role as Judas in the musical is William Beckett, who holds the role of Jesus. At first, Gabe is dumbfounded by the transformation William undergoes when he is onstage, turning from a shy, quiet loner to a tall, thin powerhouse. As the play continues, Gabe begins to wonder how William can be so loud, so vibrant on stage, when the second he slips out of his role and back into his own skin, the boy can barely speak above a whisper.
Disclaimer: FICTIONAL! Oh, and the title is from Jesus Christ, Superstar.
Warnings: MUSICALS ARE PRESENT! WHEE!
Author: havah24601
Beta: alifeofourown
Author's Notes: I'm having a very, VERY bad day...so try and enjoy this so that SOMEONE is smiling.

Previous Chapters.

Chapter Eight.

Title: The Heart Rate of a Mouse
Author: arctic_grey
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 1st, Ryan’s
Summary: The one where Ryan is the frontman of a 70’s prog rock band and falls in love with a roadie on their 1974 summer tour.
Disclaimer: Not real. Never happened.
Beta: spazzyskittles <3
Author Notes: This is just the prologue to a rather lengthy fic I’m working on. I’ll post the first ten chapters of it later this week. Hope you like it! xxx


Prologue

Title: Feel Like Taking You Home.
Author: Katelynelaine
Rating: R (languauge)
Pairing: Pat Kirch / Brendon Urie Alex Greenwald / Ryan Ross, Garrett Nickelsen / Rachel Roberts.
Summary: Boys kisses. Number 39 in table.
Disclaimer: Don't own at all.
Author's Note: Cross posted on here & cswslash.

(Something's Not Right . . . I'm Overcome With Fear.)

Title: To Center Stage [22/?]
Author harbored_secret
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd, Brendon-Centric
Summary: No way was he participating in a play. Not even if it was filled with blood, violence, and huge tragedies. Not even then would you see Brendon Boyd Urie on stage wearing some frilly little costume with make-up on his face. Never.
Disclaimer: As true as my love for the Jonas Brother. And if you have any common sense, you'd know this story is a lie. Anything in italics are from the movie Cinderella, which is All Disney's. Cut belongs to Burn The Night Away by There For Tomorrow.
Beta: The Amazing skies_in_vegas
Author Notes: At the end.

Master Post

It's so hard to catch your feelings when you always run away.

Title: I Don't Understand (But I Like You Anyway)
Author: zeronobody & hello_ilu (as plasticringlove at youcan_toucan)
Rating: R for language
Pairing: Jepha Howard/Ryan Ross; also The Used, Quinn Allman/Sean Van Vleet, Bert McCracken/Dan Whitesides, Brendon Urie/Spencer Smith
POV: Third person
Summary: AU. Panic! at the Disco meets The Used as an unsigned band and agrees to be the openers for their summer tour.
Disclaimer: Not true.
Beta: ink_on_the_page, unrequited_rain, and chibigirl626.
Author Notes: Written for bandomrarepair. Title from This One Goes Out To by Catch 22.
First story in part of a bigger 'verse.
Warnings: Spoilers for Beauty and the Beast, Alice In Wonderland, and Pocahontas. We can't think of anything else to warn for, but if you find something, don't hesitate to tell us!
Word Count: 13,673

Master Post
Part One
Part Two
Could Stare At Your Face For The Rest Of My Days (mix)

Title: Fuck Me. I Love You
Author: Ash ms_deathbat
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 5500~
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third (switches)
Beta: Cassie rainxdrops12
Summary: RyroBirthday!fic
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys. Never happened. hehe. that we know of Also, please turn back now, if you ended up here by googling yourself.
Author Notes: This was written for Cassie, rainxdrops12 for our frieniversary back on September 10th. So yeah it's being posted here kind of late but it took a while to get it beta'd. Concrit is welcome and comments make me so happy! Hope you enjoy this! :D THANK YOU CASSIE for the wonderful little banner you made!



( Brendon likes his sayings. He will hear one or just randomly think of one and that will be just like his word of the week. Sometimes it’s amusing and others times it’s annoying, but nonetheless it gets stuck in his head just like that last song you listened to before you went to work. So in any case, his saying of the week happened one afternoon when he stubbed his toe. “Oh, fuck me!”  )

Any and every Female!Spencer.

Preferably Ryden or Brencer. =D

Thanks!!

Any fics where Ryan is getting fisted?
And maybe the pairing could be Ryan/Jon?
But if you can't find any then all Ryan pairings are fine. Thanks in advance!

Could I maybe get some cute, fluffy or fics that literally make you lol? I need something happy. I prefer Rydon or Rywalk if you please.

raffie79 got me a gift! Tis a snowflake! EVERYONE BETTER GO TO MY PROFILE PAGE AND ADORE THE SHIT OUT OF THAT THING, OKAY?! Its my very first gift! I'm so proud! I love you so much raffie79!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333

Brendon and...Batman? XD

the really old one where ryan is brendon's husband's adopted kid/servant type thing? he calls brendon "daddy" lol

thanks in advance (:

any rydons were they started off hating eachother then somehow fell in love? ive already read the black rose season like 10 times best fic EVERR!!
ohh and maybe some vampire fics too?

rydon only though!
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