That is what I am at the moment. I haven't updated in for-fucking-ever. [sigh] I have no excuse. Nothing comes to mind. Just large amounts of blank. No promises. I suck at them.
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I Cannot Cry Cause The Shoulder Cries More.
But I Can Most Certainly Try.
04 February 2009 @ 07:30 pm
I fail so bad, it's not even funny. I swear I am trying to finish everything I have in the works! You Can't be Missed... will be updated sometime in the very near future, I will work my ass off to get it up. Nights and weekends included. I'm trying to write at school, and that's working, so the writers block is getting better and easier to overcome which is like amazing and a half. and seeing as my new year's resolution was to write and post more i will do my best to have it all up within the month of February. hopefully in the next few weeks. I promise, not even kidding this time!
<3
Nat.
<3
Nat.
Current Music: Stand My Ground - Within Temptation.
08 November 2008 @ 08:56 pm
I've nothing. no inspiration, no will, just the need and the pull of the keys to write something. I still can't get those two standalones done, and the You Can't Be Missed... chapter. all in the works, but I've no real desire to write them. idk why, I came home on Thursday and wanted to write nothing but fluff, I went to my laptop, opened Word and the desire was killed in about two seconds.
idk if it's the fact that I've lost most of the control of my life. so much for self-control. eh. whatever, idk why I'm complaining, my life compared to some other people's is fucking cake, not even kidding.
eh. I think there's nothing more to say. but I will ask one thing, SOMEONE, PLEASE, MAKE ME WRITE. IF I DON'T WRITE SOMETHING SOON, I'LL SPONTANIOUSLY COMBUST. AND THAT'S BAD.
idk if it's the fact that I've lost most of the control of my life. so much for self-control. eh. whatever, idk why I'm complaining, my life compared to some other people's is fucking cake, not even kidding.
eh. I think there's nothing more to say. but I will ask one thing, SOMEONE, PLEASE, MAKE ME WRITE. IF I DON'T WRITE SOMETHING SOON, I'LL SPONTANIOUSLY COMBUST. AND THAT'S BAD.
confused27 September 2008 @ 10:27 pm
I am currently reading like 3 books, it's really sad to be honest, but I deal. I'm reading Fight Club (amazing, if you haven't read it then you're missing out big time. go pick up a copy at the library) I'm also reading Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen. she's a great author, just one of those really fluffy stories that can also make you tear up a little. and I just started The Luxe, but have no idea who wrote it. So far it's good.
I would recomend anything by Ellen Hopkins to anyone out there. really amazing author. Also 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher is amazing and Looking for Alaska by John Green is really great.... can't think of more.
20 September 2008 @ 01:59 pm
Title: You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away [6/?]
Author:![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
sinfulxtragedy</lj>
Rating: PG/PG-13 at most
Pairing: Rydon with a few others.
POV: Third Ryan-centric. Brendon's POV for this chapter!
Summary: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclaimer: This is real, Brendon said so himself when he called Ryan a 'Golden God' but he never went NYU... so go figure. Title is taken from the Cobras, Cut from Madina Lake.
Author Notes: At the end as always.
Beta:handsom3lady</lj>handsom3lady
[5]
Author:
sinfulxtragedy</lj> Rating: PG/PG-13 at most
Pairing: Rydon with a few others.
POV: Third Ryan-centric. Brendon's POV for this chapter!
Summary: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclaimer: This is real, Brendon said so himself when he called Ryan a 'Golden God' but he never went NYU... so go figure. Title is taken from the Cobras, Cut from Madina Lake.
Author Notes: At the end as always.
Beta:
handsom3lady</lj>handsom3lady [5]
( Frozen in that moment, time was standing still. )
Current Location: home home home
31 August 2008 @ 10:33 pm
Ok, so some of you guys are in the same boat as me and have school starting. Sadly my year starts early this year (it's like they want us there longer, or something like that.) so I wont have all day to laze around and write like 24/7. Sad I know.
So to those who read You Can't Be Misssed... or if I owe you a fic, I have a have an idea of when I would post them. The times maybe a little screwed up on my journal, cause I might get impasient or something and might end up posting it earlier.
So here's how it's gonna work. I will write at school and at home whenever I can and post the chapters/standalones like this:
You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away: Will be posted on Sundays and Wednesdays(?) Not too sure, but it will be updated at least once a week, I promise you that.
Ye Of Too Much Faith: This one I owe tohellonelyThat's all really, so thanks to those who read my stuff and comment it and like it. It means the world to me.
Later guys and thanks again,
Nat.
So to those who read You Can't Be Misssed... or if I owe you a fic, I have a have an idea of when I would post them. The times maybe a little screwed up on my journal, cause I might get impasient or something and might end up posting it earlier.
So here's how it's gonna work. I will write at school and at home whenever I can and post the chapters/standalones like this:
You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away: Will be posted on Sundays and Wednesdays(?) Not too sure, but it will be updated at least once a week, I promise you that.
Ye Of Too Much Faith: This one I owe to
hellonelyThat's all really, so thanks to those who read my stuff and comment it and like it. It means the world to me.Later guys and thanks again,
Nat.
Current Location: there's no place like home.
Current Music: Missing by Evanescence
25 August 2008 @ 08:07 pm
Title: You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away [5/?]
Author:sinfulxtragedy
Rating: PG/PG-13 at most
Pairing: Rydon with a few others. past!Brendon/Shane
POV: Third Ryan-centric.
Summary: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclaimer: This is real, and I'm married to Brendon Urie. Yeah, I wish, this is fake.
Author Notes: At the end as always.
Beta:handsom3lady for this chapter it was miyavis_gazette
Author:
sinfulxtragedy Rating: PG/PG-13 at most
Pairing: Rydon with a few others. past!Brendon/Shane
POV: Third Ryan-centric.
Summary: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclaimer: This is real, and I'm married to Brendon Urie. Yeah, I wish, this is fake.
Author Notes: At the end as always.
Beta:
handsom3lady for this chapter it was miyavis_gazette [1] [2][3][4]
thanks to</a></font></b></a>pleurantnoir for the awesome banner.
thanks to</a></font></b></a>pleurantnoir for the awesome banner.Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Do You Know What I'm Seeing by PATD
05 August 2008 @ 11:13 am
Title: You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away [4/?]
Author:sinfulxtragedy
Rating:PG/PG-13 at most
Pairing:Rydon with a few others.
POV:Third Ryan-centric/
Summary: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon. Disclaimer: This is real, and I'm married to Brendon Urie. Yeah, I wish, this is fake.
Author Notes: At the end as always.
Beta:handsom3lady
Dedications:This chapter goes out to two people. One is my really good friend Vicky, who helped with this chapter a lot. I bounce like every idea off of her. The second is to my beta for being amazing and totally loving this story and not giving up on me.
Author:
sinfulxtragedy Rating:PG/PG-13 at most
Pairing:Rydon with a few others.
POV:Third Ryan-centric/
Summary: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon. Disclaimer: This is real, and I'm married to Brendon Urie. Yeah, I wish, this is fake.
Author Notes: At the end as always.
Beta:
handsom3lady Dedications:This chapter goes out to two people. One is my really good friend Vicky, who helped with this chapter a lot. I bounce like every idea off of her. The second is to my beta for being amazing and totally loving this story and not giving up on me.
Current Mood: 
calm
calmCurrent Music: Vicinity of Obscenity-System of a Down
02 August 2008 @ 10:27 pm
So, I'm gonna follow the growing trend of writers who are doing this. Anyone is more than welcome to stop by this entry and comment with what you want the fic to be about. Unlike the things I beta, this ‘Request A Fic’ has no restrictions, and hopefully I will live up to your expectations. I will try to write as many fics-- if not all-- as I can. It's probably gonna be first come first serve basis. This is a way for me to be able to get over writers block and try my hand at other types of fics.
(Personal note: kinks, possessive/dominant!Ryan, Gabilliam, and Rockett are a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine... so if I see those I will probably write them first.) The person who requests the fic will be mentioned, so you will be able to get your story. If you can't find it, look around this journal, it will probably be here.
If you request can you fill the form out cause it will be that much easier for me to know what you want in the story.
Title: If you have an idea for a title then add it, if not then I may use a lyric or something like that.
Pairing: We should know what that is, so post it here.
Rating: G to NC-17 Overview: Just a quick summary of what you want in the fic and how you want it done.
POV: Who tells the story?
Warnings: If we go into things like kinks and so on and if it's rated at NC-17 then what can we expect.
(Personal note: kinks, possessive/dominant!Ryan, Gabilliam, and Rockett are a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine... so if I see those I will probably write them first.) The person who requests the fic will be mentioned, so you will be able to get your story. If you can't find it, look around this journal, it will probably be here.
If you request can you fill the form out cause it will be that much easier for me to know what you want in the story.
Title: If you have an idea for a title then add it, if not then I may use a lyric or something like that.
Pairing: We should know what that is, so post it here.
Rating: G to NC-17 Overview: Just a quick summary of what you want in the fic and how you want it done.
POV: Who tells the story?
Warnings: If we go into things like kinks and so on and if it's rated at NC-17 then what can we expect.
Current Location: home, it's about 11 here, nothing to do!
Current Mood: cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: Writing mix that I made to help me write-various Artists.
24 July 2008 @ 12:22 pm
Title: You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away. [3/?]
Author:</font></a></b></a>sinfulxtragedy Natasha.
Rating: PG-13 to be safe. (may change, language, a little angst.)
POV: Third Ryan-centric.
Paring: Rydon [with mentioning of Gabilliam, also Jon/Cassie&Spencer/Hayley.]
Summery: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclamer:This is real and I hate PATD. think, would I be listening to them while I write about them if I hated them? Title Credit: Cobra Starship Cut Credit: The Academy Is...
Beta: the one and only</a></font></b></a>handsom3lady
Authors Note: At the end.
Author:</font></a></b></a>
sinfulxtragedy Natasha.Rating: PG-13 to be safe. (may change, language, a little angst.)
POV: Third Ryan-centric.
Paring: Rydon [with mentioning of Gabilliam, also Jon/Cassie&Spencer/Hayley.]
Summery: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclamer:This is real and I hate PATD. think, would I be listening to them while I write about them if I hated them? Title Credit: Cobra Starship Cut Credit: The Academy Is...
Beta: the one and only</a></font></b></a>
handsom3ladyAuthors Note: At the end.
Current Mood: content
contentCurrent Music: Summer Hair=Forever Young-The Academy Is...
18 July 2008 @ 03:07 pm
Title: You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away. [2/?]
Author:
sinfulxtragedy Natasha.Rating: PG-13 (may change, language.)
POV: Third Ryan-centric.
Paring: Rydon [with mentioning of Gabilliam, also Jon/Cassie&Spencer/Hayley.]
Summery: After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclaimer:This is real and I hate PATD. think, would I be listening to them while I write about them if I hated them? Italic text is a flash back.
Authors Note: At the end.
Current Mood: 
blah
blahCurrent Music: Angel's Punishment-Lacuna Coil
12 July 2008 @ 05:12 pm
Title: You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away
Author:
sinfulxtragedy NatashaRating:PG-13 (may change, language.)
Pairing:Rydon with a side of Gabilliam, also Jon/Cassie&Spencer/Hayley.
POV:Third Ryan-centric.
Summary:After not seeing the love of his life for four years Ryan gets a surprise visit from Brendon.
Disclaimer:This is real, and I'm married to William Beckett and Gabe Saporta. (yeah, right... THIS IS VERY, VERY FAKE!)
Author Notes: At the end/under the cut.
Part One.
Current Location: home... where else?
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Where Will You Go- Evanescence